i miss.

my bakso buddy. sate padang biffle.

her name is maryam. she's the same age as me. was it a few years ago we became really close? ironic how we both were the middle neutral friends. and now we are close. she moved to indonesia, by force. her visa, wasn't renewed. i miss her so much. our monthly updates. despite the fact that she lived in queens, i would see her at certain times, and we would schedule it. our last friendly meeting was soo long ago. she had her problems and she would keep it to herself, and whenever she needed me, she would tell me. and i would go. because she's been there for me too. it's different, now that she's in the opposite side of the world. not sounding homo, but i miss her hugs, she hated them, and her voice. we just ended our conversation on facebook. tear tear. she missed my asian laughter. haha my laughter has a characteristic. still, its different. she's so innocent in so many ways, i look like the devil. xD but

i miss you, maryam ali. your my bestie & sister forever.
despite the fact that you eat satee padang & bakso without me, i am there in spirit.!