fun:)
splashesofjoy;

poem contest.

a flower hidden.
laid behind the long tall weeds protected.
safeguarding the dandelion
it sways and brings the meadow
a certain flair; a charm.
the wind blew harshly
crying brutal tears, the rain fell.
it’s petals broke apart
one by one.
scattered within the meadow
it’s no longer the same.
the specialty is lost.
blending in, the flower truly faded.

hmm, everyone seems to likes the third one (the one below, march 12). but its confusing. since all they reflect back is awhh i like it. WHAT do they like? how does it affect them? what makes it better? yknow? i need the feedback.

splashesofjoy;

why do you build me up buttercup?

so now it's all out.
it's on repeat. i never seem to grasp it.
is it decaying by the second i tear myself away? or was it all for the best?
these questions they always come.

when will it all stop?

splashesofjoy;

simply guide me.

i can’t see your presence
but feel it and sense it
the softness of you calms me
the brutality of you harms me
wherever you lead me, i either fight back
or enjoy it.
the wind. you leave me questioned.
where will you take me now?

march madness.

so i signed up for my SAT's. time to start on my journalism paper. and finish my us history work, and write that darn slavery edit. i need to schedule my time. really badly. hopefully tomorrow will be the end of it. i need to focus 100%. take out the books & pencils. i need to be highly motivated & reassured. remember to make adam & everyone else their shrimp/chicken fried rice. go out & take him to dylan's. & also go to my places that i've been wanting to go to. everyting is a to do. go to gershon's advisory. do the kaplan SAT online. ask for any help on saturdays. go to lab. study for bio lab. & exam. wooosh.

everything is a madness. and it all comes down to the me. the one who either is strong to take it, or breaks apart. march & april. two months.. i can do it! right. positive attitude. boyfriend will hopefully support. & my family will be able to see what i need. :)

and the party within the jungle roars.

bad wednesday.

today was a bore. :( tomorrow i don't know. i may go home early and enjoy my newly changed room. time to decorate? (: i am exhausted, and i haven't started on homework.
we got into an argument. my family. i'm trying to pull it together. and SAT's are coming. ahh, stress. can't wait for spring break~.