because of me. it's all because of my selfish deeds that i've done that it is true. i end up hurting myself. i'm hurting those who are important to me. if you're tired then i go away.... i'm sorry for the pain and stress that i caused upon you. i'm sorry that i was never good enough for you. i do things that i don't realize and you do come to me, you tell me. you say "go do what you want to do." that's me having my freedom and no one telling me to stop myself. even when i say the words, "i love you" or "i miss you" i know to you, that it no longer has that impact it once had. that fluttering feeling has turned to a dark and cold feeling. you have a fear of me cheating on you. it happened, and now you're waiting for it to happen again.
i'm sorry,
for not being faithful,
for not being honest,
for not trusting within you.
for not believing.
for not allowing.
for not being the girlfriend i wanted to be.