i'm crying right now. i truly messed up. i'm sorry. i don't know. i hate these words.
uni : i know your my sister. i know you did worst things than me. i need to re-fix myself. i need to get a better hold on myself. you taught me that you yourself should be a number one priority. you taught me that just because i have a boyfriend i shouldn't make him my world. i have my own needs, and my boyfriend is there to confide and support me.
mom: i need to make it up to you. i need to have your trust. i'm trying. hard, real hard. i said i would go home at 3 but you extended it until 5. your my everything mom. i never meant to hurt either you or uni or robert. i just don;t feel right. i need to learn to move from the past.
robert:
Oh... no...
ReplyDeleteNononononoooo~!! Don't be sad Alyssa!! You're gonna make me want to cry too...
All you need to do is make it up to them. Plan a week where all you're going to do is spend time with them. Make Raymond understand. Make time for family and talk to them more. Plan things out with your mom. Have a mommy-daughter night and just spend time with her. Have a sister-hangout night where all you guys do is fool around and talk. That might help. And yes, I'm a hypocrite. ><
But really, don't cry... The last time I saw you cry, a almost cried too. Dry your tears and mend what you broke. No use crying over spilled milk, ok? Make up for it. Clean up the milk, pour another cup, drink it, then go out and help cows. =]
Not literally.
But don't cry, ok? I like your pretty face. It makes you, you. Don't cry, ok? There's always a chance to make up for it. Ok? Now I need to sleep before my sister barbecues me.
I love you, Alyssa. Calm down and cheer up, ok? Night. =] ♥