yes. i lack the ability to communicate.
i swear, she knows what to say to get me crumbling.

connie 8:27 pm
haha
yu better
(:
n alyssa
i dont know wats goin on with yu
since yu dont wanna tel lme
but its fine
just happen things work out for yu
so yu can be back the alyssa yu were b5
b4*
i miss the way yu were.

it aches me, i feel like i lost myself.
i'm in a room sea full of people,
where they have so much to offer.
and, really.
i've changed. it just happened.
i don't know when it happened,
but it came as a downfall of everything else.

i'm slowly trying.
today, adam and gabby made me happy.
it felt relief off my chest, my heart.
i'm taking baby steps.