overthink

the one fatal flaw about myself once i get into relationships,

i go to deep, and i don't control it.
i panic so much, and i over think everything.
i want to go to the way things were before.
one reason why i dislike relationships, i depend so much.

he hides himself. he slowly comes and tells me.
i like the fact that he is there.
every day, to see him.
i'm truly grateful that i am with him.
would any girl be different?

his friends tell me to not cheat on him.
but is he with me?
:/ again, a fatal flaw.

i need some time to think.
i need to just realize, this is what i have now, and just go with it.
i'm happy. i get sad. i miss him.
only guys that ever found out so much about me. :0

he's unique.
at the end, i get to say, babe, your everything to me<3

ahh. i hate being all mushy. so unlike me!. xP
hehe ^^]