olivia is her name. a model in LA(:
http://lookbook.nu/user/3068-Olivia-L <-- thats her website~!
fashion love<3

places to go.

johnny rockets.
juniors
max brenner
ihop
serendipity
Rickshaw’s Dumpling bar
Cheesecake Factory
alice's tea cup

steamed dumplings, ravishing milkshakes, the best cheesecake, to cute displays of food, a world filled with chocolate, and more to see.
hopefully i will get to eat there soon.
maybe when i get work in senior year, i'll go with trista, connie, and amy<3
:D am such a fatty.

robert.

your my little brother.
i say mean things to you, because i am the mean sister.
but regardless of our actions, i love you.
i will try my hardest to be there.
despite the fact that mom and dad are going through their crisis, me and uni are there.
you'll grow up knowing the way we live our life- in quietness, going to counselors, and just being oblivious because it feels better.

i'm here.
for you.

late night reminders to world.

want sleeep. SLEEP. i should it’s late. :D

upcoming&recent movies to watch:

- avatar.
- dear john
- the last song
- alice in wonderland
- nightmare on elm street; remake
- eat, pray love*
- youth in revolt.
- invictus
- whip it
- time traveler’s wife*
- it’s complicated.
- the lovely bones*

wow, i seriously need to spend a DAY in the movie theaters. need some new books to read. goodreads hasn’t given me any interest. :’[ book research.

tired,kaybyeeee~

thanks,

for the support. really. i appreciate it.
today was a good day actually. i walked around queens, reminiscing.
is that bad? remembering the past actions that once were so fine?
paperball fight of sophomore year, gosh that was exciting. i can't believe he would remember that, it slipped off my mind.
or, the times we spent quickly's during June?

i'm suppose to be studying and doing homework. since it's midterm week.
i'll have my focus, since i have music.
but, gosh, everything is flying by so fast.

it scares and fascinates me all at the same time.

by senior year, my camera will be filled with everyday actions.
and i will develop them.

stress load overboards my ship.

urbandictionary.com

Beauty is a thing seldom seen. It is held by all within the soul it lies, waiting to come out to the surface, but it can only be found if someone is sharing your soul with you. Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world. Only love can bring beauty out. Once seen, beauty never hides again. Not even hatred can deny beauty of it’s true design. Beauty, although possessed by all by few and fewer yet will ever see one of the most beautiful sights - the beauty held by you

14108.) I keep the real me locked away, hidden behind a smile. I wish I was brave enough to let myself out.

if only.

organization.

new song addiction - soul sister, train :D
things to sign up for - on the brink program; indonesian traditional dancing @ consulate, SYEP?

hmm. yesterday night to today afternoon.
visited the new place.
in PA.
i love the grassy hills.
and the starry nights, the healthy clear blue sky.
if only it was jersey and an hour way ride from nyc.

my dad is going back to school :O
maryland, odd~

hmm. starting on my homework.
tomorrow is a birthday celebration.

how to help raise money for haiti?

14110.) it's 11:11 i just wished that you love me and think of me as much as i think of you.

<3

yes. i lack the ability to communicate.
i swear, she knows what to say to get me crumbling.

connie 8:27 pm
haha
yu better
(:
n alyssa
i dont know wats goin on with yu
since yu dont wanna tel lme
but its fine
just happen things work out for yu
so yu can be back the alyssa yu were b5
b4*
i miss the way yu were.

it aches me, i feel like i lost myself.
i'm in a room sea full of people,
where they have so much to offer.
and, really.
i've changed. it just happened.
i don't know when it happened,
but it came as a downfall of everything else.

i'm slowly trying.
today, adam and gabby made me happy.
it felt relief off my chest, my heart.
i'm taking baby steps.

needing.

to focus more in my academics.

balance my life, love, friends, and family.

to be a better muslim.

TO DO LIST:

get my SAT book.

study hard and stay in school for it.

realize that time is going quick and accomplish what i need to do to graduate on time.

pick out my colleges and practice until i get to where i want to go.

research my future.

work my hardest for it will pay off.

no more procrastination or shitty excuses;

to have a motivation to do all of this.

i once was...

nice, sweet, charming, and always thought twice to think of what to say.

now..

i'm brutally honest, confusing to others, and i don't care.

leave it as it is, the news was told to me when my dad called in iraq.
the house is pretty i've seen it before.
pretty soon, i'm out.
since my dad is going to be retiring soon.

though i don;t know when.
i've cut my ties from friendship.

its not that i want to be alone,
i rather see you guys move on with your life, which you happened to do pretty well today, and so i'm glad.

thanks.
for just showing that over food,
you will later see this post,

when i'm already moved on.
in a different city. with different people.

shocker to you all.

i'm moving.

to PA.

sooner than what i thought.

that's why i am fucked up the way i act towards you guys

in a way, i rather you guys be pissed than be sad

new.

im addicted to my tumblr :)

itsalyssax3.tumblr.com

:D